I’ve never ‘really’ hated another human being until very recently. Being a very passionate person and refusing to believe that people do ‘hate’ outside soap operas. Naively put, I do try to see the ‘good’ in everyone. I don’t mean dislike by this ‘hate’. Not in the sense that, I ‘hate’ smoking or such.
This is actual blind hot hatred! I thought I’d hate a human who hates me by default that I’d try to match their hatred for me!
Even when I did come down to hating another human, it wasn’t what I expected at all! I’d thought that when I’ll hate a human I won’t stand the thought of them! Or at the very least despise their existence! Truth is, it’s quite depressing. And an absolute waste of time!
But alas, I wasn’t meant to hate like a normal human would! it was rather confusing to me as to why I would dedicate so much of my time, effort and most importantly thought to a person I disliked and was ‘meant to be ignoring’. Surely I had better things to give thought to?
And as thought creates whatever we think of, I’d just be creating more of this ‘weird hatred’ which I’m sure I can do without 😉
So I’ve decided this hating game isn’t for me. I’ll leave it for the people who actually enjoy doing it! And I’ll go back to my positivity.
This experience has led me to believe in a quote I once read which said that every hater is actually a confused admirer who doesn’t understand why everyone loves you (me :P) so much 😀
Apologies for such a depressing topic: P
Spread love humans!